i thought i could take it. It was a dissappointment. I tried holding it back, but my tears refused, i cried. How the hell am i gonna adapt to it? Its hard. i hate this feeling. i said i wont be mad, im not mad, just sad. But why! OH F mirah! Stop it! U gotto deal with it. Ure a nobody. Noone listens to you. dear god, i will start to ask for your guidance from now onwards cos i realised, youre the only one that listens and give a helping hand to me. Noone else could.Jjj