im confused. its over between us, because, when im with you im hoping too much. all false hope. and it seems that ive been holding you back. i know u love your friends, im happy that he's a guy and all but if you were to at least appreciate me i wouldnt mind at all. what i can say is that noone understands me. you may not be cheating me behind my back, but if we're not happy i think we should just end it. i do miss you. but i can live without you. sometimes i wish things would go my way, but like what ive said, im hoping for money to grow on tress, mum liked u so much, i think she shud marry you. you shud replace dad. since ure so good. i think ure the perfect guy. but ure lacking of some stuff. i wish u wud think. use ur brain. i just need to be appreciated. im just unhappy, i feel that we're happy only for a while but in the end we still fight. there may be guys contacting me, but we are friends. and u said we are single, why are you checking my messages then? im pissed. you wanna control me but u want your freedom, hey life isnt that fair. yeah life sucks. i thought we'll be together forever and this day wont come. people may find the reason to us breaking up is stupid. but they are not in my shoes. i also feel that its for your own good. u may need some time alone and with your friends. maybe uve had enough of me. but just so you know, i didnt break up with you because of any guys. you asked for it. you deserve it. i hate the fact that i love you. i hope we can be friends. we can start over again. but i think lets just not rush things. if we're meant to be, then we're meant to be. and i dont care what ppl say, its my life, im doing it MY WAY, NOT YOURS!