Friday was crappy although it was good friday. not that good for me. went to tanjong pagar to fetched mum and thought wanna go to ain's place for a sleepover but changed of plans. hah. then me, mum, bro and my eldest sis went for a drive cos my sis wanna practice her driving so we followed and i get so hungry cos i didnt eat since morning, went to changi and bought we bought ayam penyet for mum, nasi lemak for kak long, fried rice for abang and satay for everyone but nothing for me cos suddenly, i have no appetite to eat. damnn, den went to my aunt's who is from my father's side. the kids kinda miss me and keep saying "kakak mirah! i saw you on tv so many times!hehehe!" haha. omg. now people gonna laugh at me. damnn.

Saturday, was crappy also. went to meet my love ain and my lover haerull at eunos. then we head to paya lebar cos i like this one shoe that ain use to have and 1 guy use to wear cos its nice for my first day of school. after buying it, i found out that i can only wear black shoes black high heel or black palms. damnn. i was so upset cos i think i just wasted my money. but to think back. at least now i have a cute shoe to wear. hmm then the three of us went to banquet and lepak-ing at vivo, yeah kinda lame but at least it was fun. ain bought clothes, im so jealous. -__-. we went for our separate ways and haerull sent me home. we went to the pasar malam and he bought me shark fin soup which i was craving for and the seller stupidly didnt give us spoon. how to eat sia? but i still love his mum's.(: then mum called to meet her at tampines stadium for the syarahan thingy. so yeah i went cos i dont want to make her mad. but im so happy that i went cos, it was awesome sia. i think i didnt went to this syarahan for like a year already. damnn me.mum was mad at my bro cos he didnt go for it and she treat me to go makan! which again, i dont feel like eating but when i keep saying that, i still eat. alamak.

Sunday is a very very very crappy day for me cos, TOMORROW SCHOOL STARTS SIA! nervous breakdown! no more waking up at 11. 12. 1. 2 sleep again and wake up at 3 like i just did just now. damn!today is my lazy day. i have no mood sia to help mom clean the house. lazy day then tomorrow how? haerull will be seperated from me. damnn tamp to clementi.so far, confirm ader lah bitch2 and mat2 that pissed us off. aiyo. aboo, if ure reading this, please dont change.be as quiet as u can be forever and we go to the same polytechnic please! ill always love you.
wah what if suddenly, haerull with tapered pants, tights polo t and uniforms, his hair gel-ed up, dyed his hair blue, wears a cap and wears a jacket with stupid stars all over although its bright and sunny outside. HAHAHAHA DAMN HAERULL PLEASE DONT BE LIKE THAT! take good care of yourselve and dont make me mad cos ill promise you ill make u mad till you cry. CEY!

love you haerull! so looking forward to Sunday although we're not spending time together. hmm*tears falling*(: