today woke up at about 10.30AM. cik ros called, she wanna come and take her stuff in the fridge, she is always so happy. haha. so cute. then i do the house chores like washing dishes and all. msged aboo. he's still sleeping. fyi, yesterday, i was in pain. that's y i post these 2 pictures. ok so here it goes. you guys know ive been saying that i wanna watch twilight with my bf, so AGAIN, the plan has been ruined. thanks to mommy and my 2ND sis(the one to brought the idea to wacth some other stupid movie). because. yesterday, mom called. she was at kak ngah's place.

i already got angry. i was like, WAT THE HELL? MY PLANS ARE RUINED AGAIN!i miss my friends and i wanna watch twilight with my bf. my plans are always ruined. i hate it mann when i cannot do what i want and people forced me to do other things that i dont like. called mom again

im too angry because , u know, u fight with ur mom. but u just cannot be rude to her. i have to keep my anger to myself. i just cannot vent my anger at her because she is my mom and i dowanna b rude to her.
my plans to enjoy myself all ruined. i hope ure happy. i even cleaned the house for you && also, so that when i leave the house later, it will not b messy & u need not clean it. dont blame me if i dont look happy wen i meet u later. i hate it wen i look so plastic. like u have to pretend ure happy when actually u feel like killing that person with a sharp knife. omg. i love you mom. im sorry. heal me! help me. god please.