today was suck suck cock. we watch bedtime stories instead of yes man because it was already sold out. damnn. but bedtime stories was hilarious. i kinda hate the seat cos of the LETTER of the seat. people close to me only know the reason why. due to my red lights, ive been a pain in the ass for aboo. everything he said seems to make me feel really down and then ill be mad.

i dont know why but he understands.

i hate having my period! arrrrgh!

then, worst thing of all, just now, i viewed syahid's blog and read his past blog entries and saw pictures that i really really hate and i suddenly had my worst flashbacks again. fuckers.