pimple outbreaks everywhere. cb. thanks to my projects n stuff. i have panda eyes. super sleepy. woke up at 5:55 am everyday, and usually i give myself 5 mins grace so have to wake up at 6.then end at 5, 430,4. stooopid time table. today, went to school wearing my specs. my eyes were too painful to wear contact lenses. and i was too lazy. went to school alone. i feel lonely =( but i love the solitude. HAHAHA! i feel peaceful and away from all the hay wire. . i think going to school now isnt as bad as last time. im loving it now. dont ask why but yeah, although evryone is wearing a mask. but i like them. actually i love HC. but there's something missing, i think the bond. so yeah whatever the crap, today in school, i sat w rizal and as usual he made me laugh and talk crap w shai nisa ray n ashy. then after school, they wanna eat. but i tot of eating at home cos i didnt bring any cash w me. then suddenly, anisah n shai bought for me mee soto and rizal bought for me coke. alamak, make me wanna cry sia. like so sweet kan. this is all my fault, if i hadnt spend my money profusely in sept and oct, i would have money now and wouldnt have troubled them. THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!

school is getting a bit fcuk, i mean the projects n stuff. im so stressed. really. i cannot take it. maybe because im not having fun doing it. i need people to boost up the mood. oh man, im so going to be dead soon. and another "great" thing is that aboo is busy too, and i really miss him. i need my painkiller(aboolicious). i feel like cutting you into pieces and put u inside my bag and bring you to school everyday.