hi people who may know me, i, Mahirah Muliani Bte Buntat a.k.a Mirah a.k.a Mir would like to take this opportunity to wish the muslims who will be celebrating hari raya in a few hours time. (: i would also like to take this opportunity to ask for forgiveness to those ive hurt intentionally but usually unintentionally. (this pictures below are randomly arranged not according to any levels or whatsoever)
dear ayah, its been 4 years that ure not with us. raya-ing w.o u is no fun at all. sometimes i wonder if im a good child to you, are you proud of me, or if ure here with us on this very day are we gonna be like bestfriends or enemies. i miss the laughs we had, when u left us , i thought god was unfair, but mom keep saying, ALLAH loves you more. i must say its been very hard for me day by day w/o you. its hard to tell people that i have no dad and have to hide my sadness evry single day with a smile.

i always wished that i could complain to you when i fought w haerull, i wanna share with you about my love stories, about me being bullied emotionally by friends, about me failing & passing my exams, about mak scolding me and not buying stuff i want unlike you, about my day outside with my beloved girlfriends. i miiss you waiting for me outside the house when i went home late. you giving me that scary stare, i miss you calling out my name.. and more.

i remembered one time, my friend asked me if god can grant me 1 wish what would i want, other friends wish to be rich all that, but i only wish that you will be alive again and never leave me. i miss you ayah, i always feel like you just passed away yesterday, im in pain. really, but mak says that ure in kubur, and youre in greater pain. im sorry if im not a soleha child. im sorry. i really love you, and i never fail to doa for you. i always love it when i dreamed about you. oh allah, kau ampuni lah dosa ayahanda ku, kau lapangkan lah kuburnya , terangkan lah kubur nya, semoga ayahanda ku bersama sama org yg beriman di syurga, semoga aku dapat bertemu dgnnya apbila masa ku tiba nnt. i love you ayah, i promised ill take care of mak. i promise you. <333>

dear mom, your baby daughter is very sorry or all the stupid notty things she have done to you. i know u hate it when i bite you but youre so cute, i just cannot stop it. (: ure cooking rendang now, it smells so yummeh. i love you mom. i know ive been a bad girl. but it breaks my heart too when i raise my voice sometimes, im sorry. im sad by your condition to. i mean i know that ure very stress about abg(bro) not having any proper job and ure in need of money, its always not enough but you always never stop helping others.

im sorry if im always lazy to help around the house, but i always still do it although i always get distracted. i love giving you hugs and kisses everyday although you always pushed me away cos ure suffocating, hahaha but i will never stop doing that, i dont want to do the same mistake i mean like ayah is now gone and i couldnt give him hugs n kisses anymore so, i dont want that to happen to you. i want to kiss n hug you everysingle second. i remebered one time when u said, " i think im im gone, you will miss me the most" and my answer is a definite yes. cos we're much closer. i always talk to you bout my problems all that. we share secrets all that.

haiz, mum, please dont leave me like ayah, please be with me and let me die first. i love you mom. i really do. i will work hard and earn a good income and let you travel like what you always wanted. i love you. thank you for giving birth to me. thank you for everything. thank you...

to my sisters, i love you guys so much, thank you long, you helped me alot in managing my schools stuff, financially and evrything.i pity you cos youre the only breadwinner. i will btry my best to help u in return.

to kak ngah, thank you for being so generous and you always make me smile with all those funny stuff we use to do.

to abg j, im sorry if im ever rude to you, just please take care of my sis n niece,

to my bro, im sorry for being rude to you all the time cos ure so irritating but hey, thats what brothers do. haha yeahh, please have a proper job, jgn buat mak stress je. kesian mak. mak da tue, we should make her happy. all the time. please bang, i pray for you that ull have a better paying job to help evryone at home especially mom, u promised ayah and you should not break them.

to my niece, im sorry to bite your cheeks. i just love you lah baby. (:

im very sorry to everyone in my family, sorry if i always make u guys worried, trust me, i know how to take care of my self.but always guide me, never control me. i love you guys. muakks!

dear muhammad haerull bin hamid. hi aboolove. HAPPY ANIIVERSARY! its 19, our favourite no. im sorry to be rude to you. i know we do fight alot, but remember the good times we had, im sure its much more than the times we fought. i hope. (: i know now ure lepak-ing w ur friends, im a bit sad uh but nvm lah i dont want to control you. thank you for the wish. im sorry to have controlled you last time but now ive cut down kan kan kan? yes i did! you should too!

im sorry to have lied to you about the msges and stuff that just happened recently. im sorry. i never meant to do it. i dont need another man cos i think youre just my last.father to my babies(insyallah), my everything.i love to be w u every single second. im happy that my mum likes you. (: i thank you so much for always being there for me, to let me cry on, to listen to my problems, to tell me jokes, to pamper me, to wipe my tears, to give me hugs n kisses when im happy sad angry excited all that.

i always think of you. i hope all our past has been erased and we keep moving forward and never look back. im sorry if i asked to much from you, but to make me happy ca you just do it? i didnt ask for you money , i just want your love.i dont need to be controlled. i just want a bf that trusts me, not a police officer or another dad but maybe a bit of a dad cos i like it when u scold me then console me i just love it.. thank you for being underdstanding thank you for protecting me thank you for your presence, thank you for you beautiful smile. i love you. so very much, no words can describe it.

heyy its my two favourite cousins!

dear ain, watsup my laddy! haha ive learnt many funny stuff from you. its always hard for me to be mad at you or when im mad, i just cant show it to you. i just dont know y. i rather keep it to myself, but its only for a while. ure my bestest friend ever. youre always there for me. i dont think im a good cousin to you, but i always try my best to be there for you when u need me. we share lots of problems and secrets and its still safe with me.i hope ur problems will stop. cos it breaks my heart too to see you sad i thank you so much for being there for me when im in pain w bf or with friends. i thank you so much, i love you so much beb, i hope our bond/ friendship/relationship/love will never stop or falls apart.i love you ain! (:

dear shabby, hey girll, you always make me smile. you have been a great listener, always cheer me up when im down. always so sweet. so happy and bubbly but sometimes i pity you too when ure sad w your family of bf. hahaha i love to listen to ur probs and everytime you laugh, makes me wanna laugh.im sorry if i ever offend you in any way, i love you so much and same goes to you, i hope oure love/ relationship all never stops and would keep growing. i love you girl, and lastly, when ain n i advises you, its for your own good cos we love you so so so so much, dont get us wrong. i love you baby!!

my bestest gf alive!
dear aqilah/aqyls, hey gf darling! we've been close since like sec 1? haha i love you so much lah baby. sorry if i offend you in any way, rude to you or whatsoever, i didnt meant it. thank you for the awesome time that we always had, the kecohrables story u always have about ur bestfriend norfasarie n kanye west. hahahaha i love you lah baby! sorry if im not a good friend, but i hope our friendship will keep on growing n smpai mati uh beb!i love you aqilah! n please bile abg kau kawen jgn lari dri rumah. cos all i know is that nenek kau tkkan heran kalo kau lari n the wedding will still go on. HAHAH. i love u!<3

dear nadirah/naddy!, hey girlfriend! watsup mlove, cheyy sejak2 da ader H___, i hope ure happy. hahaha. im sorry if i offend you in anyway, my words can be very pedas but you know when all of us mix we're like sambal belacan all very pedas pedas. i never meant to hurt you too. thank you for all your love, ur awesome camera too to take our pictures and kenangan manis bersama. hehehe. i just love ur kecohrables too like how you would get excited about teka teki*kening naik naik* and about coldplay and that berryman whatever lah name die. sorry if im not a good friend. i just love you beb! i love you!<3

dear riana/ri!, hi sayang ku!!! hehe wew only know each othe during sec 3 and we're like close till now, how eh? haha i love u uh ri. ure always so sweet giving advises and consoling me. u always have time to listen to me and never make me stop smiling. you always watch out for me and would kill haerull if he hurts me, youre such a loving person, really. i love seeing u smile cos it makes me happy. jgn gado2 dgn bpk kau, kirim salam bpk kau n tell him aku miss die n wish selamat hari raya, youve helped me alot, semoga dimurahkan rezeki dan dipanjangkan umur seluruh keluarga,semoga bahagia selalu! (: jgn lupe nyanyi mu n ur kucing bros n sis! heheheh. i love you ri. thank you for everything. i love you!<3

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN GFSS!!

hey fareez, just wanna say, when i read your blog about how u missed sec 2 life, i kinda miss evryone too. remebering the old times, the times u perform on stage, us being partners and haerull would like fight w me so that he could sit next to you and i wold like just F word him( zaman belom bercinta lah kan) hahaha. just wanna say sorry if i hurt you in anyway. didnt meant it. im happy that ure have a great bandf now and i wish u best of luck, hope to meet you soon, miss you badly! selamat hari raya to you(:

hey afiq my bestest guy friend ever! i miss youlah dude. i know how much you love zyza and i hope u guys would last forever. sorry if i hurt you too. not intentionanly or purposely. im just so thankful to have a friend like you, so understanding and all. thank you for cheering me up when im down. thank you for being there for me. miss you fiq, meet up soon and selamat hari raya!

hey mamat, i know ure pretty mad at me or maybe at all of us. we didnt mean to do all that, giving u the pressure or stress abt anything. its just u asked me to change my attitude or to be exact u said "peranagi ubah " to me. i was mad at first but to think back, i think you should change urs first. if you wanna know why we didnt invite you cos we dont like the way you approach us.or maybe to just be mad at us and like forcing us.

everytime we went out, its the usual us.so we kinda feel akward to invite other people. but then its not that we dont want to inviteyou or other people. next, we hate it when u say "rabak tk ajak" kenape kau tk bole just ckp, ey guys aku miss korg, next time keluar aku nk ekot bole? kan mcm sedap je dgr. kan lagi akward kalo kau marah2 gini den kau pk kite makin nk ajak kau ke? kite ader pk jgk but those 3 words kau ckp buat kite pk 2 kali nk ajak ke tk.

kau ader ke keluar ngn members kau, teringt nk ajak kite?mat, kadang2 da biase dgn kwn sendiri bile ajak org yg da lame tk lepak kan mcm akward. aku tau kite kwn lame but haiz, susah lh mat, aku pon tk tau kalo kau fhm. kite sorry bnyk2 pat kau, or maybe im sorry on their behalf. we just dont like to be forced or bile kau mcm perangai, kite makin perangai.im so sorry mat, i miss you , the good times n funny moments we had, i just cant believe you said "friends? more like fark" since we're fark to you, i just wanna say, no point fighting about this. sorry mat, selamat hari raya to you.

my favourite peoples in the whole wide world includes:

syahid: hey boy watsupp, u n ur kecohrables always just so awesome. known you since sec1 n never regreted it. always love being around you. sorry to have hurt you or buat salah dgn tk perasan nye. sorry sgt, hope u n ur ash can last forever, she loves you so much, so please dont break her heart. having you around with us is just perfect. thanks for making the outings happening all that, hope u never regret knowing me. (: selamat hari raya dude!

arep: hey! sorry eh kalo aku bnyk salah ngn kau,hehe thanks for being there for aboo. we may not be close but all i know aboo just appreciate you to be his best friend gitu.. haha thank you for making my bf smile eh rep and last long w jannah love! dont make her sad orite! selamat hari raya to you two!

sam:hey sammy! uve improve now, i mean in talking. hahaha good job dude, ingt tk zaman2 kite partners dulu. hahaha we didnt talk much but yeah, be careful while skating eh. and hope u can introduce to us ur ehem ehem lah eh. hahaha. sorry if aku ader buat salah ke marah kau ke kau marah aku ke ape eh. selamat hari ray sammy!

fahmi: mi! ur a great partner, awesome. sorry if i hurt you or ape2 eh. kau best uh mi. rmbot kerinting jgn lupe digunting. da pnjg dok. hahaha. selamat hari raya!

nanannanananana! i love you baby! so so so so much. ure always so kecoh n so awesome. we've like sisters! i love you and sorry to have hurt you or did any wrongs eh. i love to dance w you and i always always love you! dont you dare forget me eh! selamat hari raya!(:

hi alipsayg! i miss dancing with you uh love, i want to dance w u. sorry to be slow while learning the dance steps dulu. hahaha i love you n miss u alot. meet up soon! selamat hari raya pinky!

selamat hari raya mr saiful , the best teacher ever! love you!miss you! congratz about ur baby who borns on the 18 aug! hehehe nice date!mine 19! <3

my fav people in class! awesome time w u guys!sorry if i hurt you in any way. love you guys. im happier this time. really(:
=Dselamat hari raya!
to my ITE pals, thanks for the great times, trying to forget the bad times. it may not be like last time. im just so sorry. sorry to those ive hurt . love you guys loads!

to those i didnt mention, its not that ure not important, im sorry too and maaf kan saje lah yer(:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!