today, i cried to work so ever badly. in the bus and in the staff toilet.
i felt like i got a tight slap from ain after reading her msg. at first i hated her.but actually, it was all my fault. what she said was true. i had a hard day at work. cried for no reason and evryone there actually noticed im different. and kept asking me why, i just kept quiet. they gave me some space but, they still consoled me. im super tired and i didnt have much sleep for these few days. slept really late and woke up really early.

i suddenly regret evrything we had. but after reading p/s i love you. i take back my words.
p/s:i love you is superb. cant stop reading it again. and again and again.