okay seriously.
HELOO PEOPLE! omg! ive been seeing monsters this few weeks, i mean at work. all the monsters read my books, never buy, then put anywhere they like. seriously bapak dier punyer laki. iriitating. but but but so happy to tell you. ITS MY LAST DAY! i dont fcuking care if they wanna extend me, im still gonna stop! or at least let me stop for a week? omg! i have many plans coming ahead of me. and and and i am so looking forward to tuesday w ain AND ESPECIALLY thursday w muhammad haerull! only we know and we know you dont know but you want to know what we know and we know we cannot tell you who dont know what we know. YESSA!

sooooooooooo. im happy quitting. cos im soooo super tired like ive just run a marathon but the marathon that the more you run, you'll put more weight.
actually, i think my weight is seriously acceptable sia. i dont feel fat at all unless some mother nipple sucker dammit would compare2 my weight to theirs and how "gorgeous " their body is. and and keep saying i have big butts but seriously,
i like big butts and i cannot lie.
okay lah the last sentence dont read uh. that one song sia. hahaha!stressed uh. i just cant explain that im born w this shape and which im happy with. dont make me binge and purge. cos when i'll do, ain and haerull will kill me and i will do it behind my mum's back and ill cry-in pain.
of course evryone will put on weight what, that's what growing up is all about.

or maybe i should binge and purge? -__________-